Split within you

Someone else and not me turned of my alarm clock in the morning, avoiding me to wake up and exercise and meditate.

Someone else who doesn’t like me took the piece of bread and nutella and took 2 bites out it before I realized the taste in my mouth.

Yes, he takes decisions for me and before me. He doesn’t care what I care. He just care about me being safe. Me not dying. Me passing my genes into the next generation.

But how about my dreams and hopes? What about my goals? My happiness?

Nope, my brain just doesn’t give a damn about it. That is why he takes the form of that nagging little voice telling me to take it easy, that I shouldn’t try to do huge things, that I must be average. Safe in numbers he says.

Now that you know it is nothing personal: It’s not you, it’s him. And he means good but he sucks at making you happy. That is why, from now on, your main goal should be to force him to learn what is really important: The greatest of dreams is what you both, together, shall seek.